Dear The Crusher,

I am writing to you for two reasons.

The first is because i hate you. I hate how you made me feel so alone after everything we've shared and left me wondering whether it was good or the opposite of that. I hate how you disposed me just like that and never even looked back on the days when we were happier and lovelier than this hopelessness we are in. I hate how you said the most insensitive and hurtful of words every time i asked you if you were fine and acted like it was the right thing to do when clearly it wasn't and you knew you were way better than that. I hate how you broke your promises of being always there, of protecting and loving me, of...

And the second reason is because i'm sorry. I'm sorry that i loved and hurt you at the same time. It was all good.. while it lasted.

Katy Perry Live in Manila!

Fuck yea.

Up North.

Spent the weekend up North. Had a really great time..

Now i know there really is such a thing as "strawberry-flavored kisses".

Thanks..

I feel so dirty.

So, Pepper (my Diana F+) will be going home for the Holidays. My mom forced me to... I didn't have a choice. She bought me tickets and i was like, "FUCK MY LIFE" the whole damn day. I don't want to go home. I don't want to see the people who once tortured me and made me look stupid in front of everybody. I don't want to see her and all the places that once made me the happiest person in the whole world.

But, fuck it. No matter how hard i try to rant everything here, nothing's ever gonna change that fact. May ticket na nga ako diba. Alangan naman i-refund ko yun ng hindi alam ng nanay ko? Edi lalong napaaga doomsday nun. Pft.

Anyway, about the title.. Nothing, i just felt so dirty and bad and insensitive. And i don't know the fuck why..

Wordboner of the day

How To Break Up With Your Girlfriend

Love this.

I am writing about you.

I am writing about you, Honey..

I am writing about how stupid i am to ever think that we were meant for forever. Now i know.. Forever is bull..

I am writing about you, Honey.. And how this emptiness carved a big hole in my life.

NOTE TO SELF.

Whatnots.

Ugh, i kinda cleaned my drawer earlier and discovered some stuff i didn't know i still kept. I'll just share these..

La Consolacion College - Bacolod City ID tag given to me by a friend some 4 years ago.

Tarsier Doll - from Randell

Preying Mantis toy - from a friend whose name i forgot

That's a Circa key chain right there. A freebie from my brother's Circa shoes back in 2006.

That's me a year ago before entering FEU.

And that's Nico Funa, tropa slash first college crush. He gave me that photo.

My frog purse.

You can slip 500 peso bills in here and people would still think you're wearing a frog purse. Which you are. LOL

I used this glasses from my Senior year in High School until i think Freshman year in college. I put it in my bag and unfortunately sat on it.

The lost baby shoe i found 2 summers ago in a Boutique. I always thought this was a sign.

My X-Ray result back in 2007 when i enrolled in Mapua. It says i have clear lungs. Puzzling.

The first Emperador ball i kept.

Cacao Time!