You.

That's you..

Finding closure through your vulnerability to heartbreaks.

Risking happy moments to sad, dreamy photos.

Stopping to where it never has to end.

And this is me..

Still trying to figure you out.

I don't even know why i did.

I just do.

S. Darko

Can i scream in delight?
Heh.

FINALLY!

My new lust and love of my life. Meet my own Diana F+. Bought it last Friday at Fully Booked Gateway branch at 3k. It doesnt have a flash though but it's cool, im gonna buy lenses anyway. Still have to save money for it though and think of another name to call my baby :)

Im still having a hard time getting used to this toy camera. It's not like any other digital ones where you can see your picture and all. This one's manual, and i took my first shot so consciously. I bought a colored and B&W film at Hidalgo, Quiapo for 180php each. Im gonna start with those 2 films i bought, try to learn the basics and hopefully get a better grip on it..

I am so in-love with this new baby of mine..

Finally, something for myself :)

Lomo-life.

I will be entering the world of lomography in a few days.

Im still contemplating on what camera to buy but a few people will show me what to do.

I can't wait to erase this monochromatic dullness in my head.

I can't wait to get out of this b&w prison cell of my past.

That painful past was all a lie.

Holga vs. Diana

Holga vs. Diana+

Film: both take 120
Negatives: Both shoot 12 5.2×5.2cm negs
Holga can shoot 16 frames as a rectangular 5.2×4.2 , Diana can shoot 16 square frames 4.2×4.2
Both have tripod sockets.

Shutter:
Both have 1 shutter speed, and B (bulb) for long exposures.

Aperture:
Holga has only 1 aperture (2 aperture settings, but same aperture)
Diana has 3 apertures.

Diana+ has a pinhole aperture and removable lens for pinhole photographs.

Holga has a hotshoe, Diana has no flash provision.

Better lens quality? Holga camera is slightly sharper. Does this make it better? Many would argue it puts the Holga in the minus column.

Diana has a handy little plastic tool to hold shutter open for long exposures. Holga does not, but you can purchase a shutter release attachment that is easier to use with a cable release. For night photography, the Holga with accessory cable release attachment has the edge.

Cost:
Holga is $25, Diana+ is $50. (http://www.bhphotovideo.com)

Results: almost even. If you plan on doing lots of night or flash photography, get the Holga. If you would like to also explore the world of pinhole photography as well as plastic camera photography, get the Diana+
For the best of both worlds, get both!

Reblogged from http://dianacamera.com/archives/50.

Amnesia.

Amnesia (from Greek Ἀμνησία) is a memory condition in which memory is disturbed. In simple terms it is the loss of memory. The causes of amnesia are organic or functional. Organic causes include damage to the brain, through trauma or disease, or use of certain (generally sedative) drugs. Functional causes are psychological factors, such as defense mechanisms. Hysterical post-traumatic amnesia is an example of this.

Other possible causes of amnesia include:

* Aging
* Alzheimer's disease
* Neurodegenerative illness
* Head trauma or injury
* Hysteria - including fugues - often accompanied by confusion
* Seizures - epileptic, or Jacksonian
* General anesthetics such as halothane, isoflurane, and fentanyl
* Alcoholism
* Stroke or transient ischemic attack (TIA)
* Transient global amnesia
* Drugs such as barbiturates or benzodiazepines
* Electroconvulsive therapy (especially if prolonged)
* Temporal lobe brain surgery
* Brain masses (caused by tumors or infection)
* Herpes encephalitis
* Other brain infections
* Depression

Im desperate.

I need amnesia.

Rendem.

I still believe in God and everything that He can do.

Guess you never thought about that when you fucked her, didn't you?

I still love rhymes better than you.

A View From The Afternoon

Im a sucker for blend-ins.

He wasted me.

And i was too naive to know.

Reblog and bold those you agree with.

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I’ve tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I’m smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I LOVE sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don’t hate anyone.
I’m a pretty good dancer.
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I own the “South Park” movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I’m obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I’m proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can’t whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.
I can’t stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie. NOT ANYMORE.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I’m an artist (in some sense).
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

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