Friday, July 31

:)






This song came out of nowhere.
Hinanap ko talaga yung videoke version. LOL. Have fun singing. :)


Thursday, July 30

(the title is a HUGE smiling face, hindi lang kasya)





Ooooh! I really hope that video cheered you up.
When i looked EMO up on YouTube, i was actually expecting your name but darn, guess you didn't know i had a YouTube account.

AND THANKS FOR THE BIRTHDAY GIFT!
Man, i will never forget it.
Believe me, you don't wanna know why. :)



Turning billiard junkie.

2 straight wins over billiards. Until, of course, that son of a bitch fought me. LOL. Para namang ang galing-galing ko diba. Some luck. Heh.

Cant breathe cant breathe cant fuckin breathe.
Just intoxicated. :)

Wednesday, July 29

Egyptian Architecture - shit.


Akala ko film showing lang, yun pala hindi.
Nakngtokwa.







And because im such a lazy ass, i wont finish this anymore.
Bahala na si Batman.
Heh.



Ooh la la.


Finally had the time to make changes. Im in a daze, im so lovin' my new header. Do you think i can do for a graphic chu-chu? LOL. Saw some really good finds on the internet over the long weekend. I might have to stay away from the computer, though.

Exams = Pain in the ass.

Will post all the sweet nothings i found some time this week.
Balik-balik lang.



Tuesday, July 28

According to Google...


Mariza needs..
- to get a life.
- a ROOMIE. (yes, in all caps)
- a little more maturity, and perhaps better guidance in what fados sing.
- to reveal her true identity to him but is concerned about the consequences. (FTW?)
- "...Mariza is Mariza," she said. "She doesn't need comparisons to anyone."


Mariza is..
- Kid. (si Kid?)
- confirmed to play the Concert Hall on 5 October. (fo' real?)
- the reigning queen of Portoguese Fado music.
- a Mozambican whose soul was forged in the old Mouraria district of Lisbon.
- an exponent.


Mariza loves..
- Cedric for life. (FTW?)
- me, loves me not.
- abnormal psych. (too weird)
- fabulous. (why, thank you!)
- to cook, horseback ride and dance.


Mariza hates..
- you at the Lemonade Diaries..and everywhere else too.
- Bradley Tanks? (yes, with the question mark)
- people who idolizes money and material possessions.
- straps.
- it when hockey games gets in the way of sex. (LOL)


Mariza has
- joined CAMI for exclusive representation throughout North America.
- her own explanation.
- had massive international recording success. (Gah, i wish i had!)
- it all.
- been criticized.



You wont be able to see me when you search my full name, though. Apparently, there's this Portuguese singer whose name's a little too similar with mine - Mariza Monte. LOL.


Monday, July 27

I got a feeling.







..that this isn't just eyebags.
Go figure.



Sunday, July 26

Para Kay B ni Ricky Lee



(O kung papaanong dinevastate ng pag-ibig ang 4 out of 5 sa atin)




I broke my rules.

This was referred to me by close friends and i actually visited the bookstore a couple of times, just looking at the book and thinking and rethinking if it would turn out as a good read. Im not really a fan of tagalog books, even those by Bob Ong (i hate him) who, apparently, is the one reigning the minds and SMS Quotes folder of everyone's cellphone. Yes, i know how you must react to this 'cause obviously you have recieved and loved every quote in his book but darn, i just don't like the way he feeds everyone's insecurities and the way he thinks of reality as if everyone has to die with a wedgie hanging on the person's ass in the end. And that's fucked up.
Anyway that was so off-topic. Getting back to the subject..
This book has 5 love stories written to differentiate the 5 kinds of love known to man. Waiting in vain, Incest, Homosexuality, Slavery and Karma. I find this book quite honest and useful. Although there were times that i'd actually bore myself reading and eventually passing out of drowsiness. Hindi naman sa kulang sa spunk. Some stories were at times interesting and some other times boring. But in the end, i found myself saying "This was a good read after all".

Ill give it a 4 out of 5.


Friday, July 17

You.


That's you..
Finding closure through your vulnerability to heartbreaks.
Risking happy moments to sad, dreamy photos.
Stopping to where it never has to end.

And this is me..
Still trying to figure you out.

I don't even know why i did.
I just do.


Wednesday, July 15

S. Darko




Can i scream in delight?
Heh.

Monday, July 13

FINALLY!


My new lust and love of my life. Meet my own Diana F+. Bought it last Friday at Fully Booked Gateway branch at 3k. It doesnt have a flash though but it's cool, im gonna buy lenses anyway. Still have to save money for it though and think of another name to call my baby :)








Im still having a hard time getting used to this toy camera. It's not like any other digital ones where you can see your picture and all. This one's manual, and i took my first shot so consciously. I bought a colored and B&W film at Hidalgo, Quiapo for 180php each. Im gonna start with those 2 films i bought, try to learn the basics and hopefully get a better grip on it..

I am so in-love with this new baby of mine..
Finally, something for myself :)


Friday, July 10

Lomo-life.


I will be entering the world of lomography in a few days.
Im still contemplating on what camera to buy but a few people will show me what to do.
I can't wait to erase this monochromatic dullness in my head.
I can't wait to get out of this b&w prison cell of my past.

That painful past was all a lie.


Holga vs. Diana


Holga vs. Diana+

Film: both take 120
Negatives: Both shoot 12 5.2×5.2cm negs
Holga can shoot 16 frames as a rectangular 5.2×4.2 , Diana can shoot 16 square frames 4.2×4.2
Both have tripod sockets.

Shutter:
Both have 1 shutter speed, and B (bulb) for long exposures.

Aperture:
Holga has only 1 aperture (2 aperture settings, but same aperture)
Diana has 3 apertures.

Diana+ has a pinhole aperture and removable lens for pinhole photographs.

Holga has a hotshoe, Diana has no flash provision.

Better lens quality? Holga camera is slightly sharper. Does this make it better? Many would argue it puts the Holga in the minus column.

Diana has a handy little plastic tool to hold shutter open for long exposures. Holga does not, but you can purchase a shutter release attachment that is easier to use with a cable release. For night photography, the Holga with accessory cable release attachment has the edge.

Cost:
Holga is $25, Diana+ is $50. (http://www.bhphotovideo.com)

Results: almost even. If you plan on doing lots of night or flash photography, get the Holga. If you would like to also explore the world of pinhole photography as well as plastic camera photography, get the Diana+
For the best of both worlds, get both!


Reblogged from http://dianacamera.com/archives/50.


Wednesday, July 8

Amnesia.


Amnesia (from Greek Ἀμνησία) is a memory condition in which memory is disturbed. In simple terms it is the loss of memory. The causes of amnesia are organic or functional. Organic causes include damage to the brain, through trauma or disease, or use of certain (generally sedative) drugs. Functional causes are psychological factors, such as defense mechanisms. Hysterical post-traumatic amnesia is an example of this.


Other possible causes of amnesia include:

* Aging
* Alzheimer's disease
* Neurodegenerative illness
* Head trauma or injury
* Hysteria - including fugues - often accompanied by confusion
* Seizures - epileptic, or Jacksonian
* General anesthetics such as halothane, isoflurane, and fentanyl
* Alcoholism
* Stroke or transient ischemic attack (TIA)
* Transient global amnesia
* Drugs such as barbiturates or benzodiazepines
* Electroconvulsive therapy (especially if prolonged)
* Temporal lobe brain surgery
* Brain masses (caused by tumors or infection)
* Herpes encephalitis
* Other brain infections
* Depression




Im desperate.
I need amnesia.

Rendem.


I still believe in God and everything that He can do.
Guess you never thought about that when you fucked her, didn't you?

I still love rhymes better than you.

Tuesday, July 7

Monday, July 6

He wasted me.

And i was too naive to know.