Reblog and bold those you agree with.

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I’ve tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I’m smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I LOVE sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don’t hate anyone.
I’m a pretty good dancer.
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I own the “South Park” movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I’m obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I’m proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can’t whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.
I can’t stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie. NOT ANYMORE.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I’m an artist (in some sense).
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

from 101mg

Caught on Video:Protester shot dead in Iran

God, what's happening to the world :(

Never.

You will never know how it feels until you come to that point where you realize everything's so stagnant it can make you give up just about everything that makes you sane. Where you start to be honest with yourself about all of the insecurities you've been keeping for so long. Where you actually keep everything to yourself alone. That even if it hurts, that even if you want to tell the whole world how much it pains you, you won't. You will never. That even if everyone tells you how blue the sky is, you will never see it as it is. That painful pretty ever-after blanket that's put up high above just so everyone of us would see how far and unreachable happiness is, you will always see it as what it is to you and not what crap others tell you about it. And all the good movies out there made to make people laugh and cry all at the same time will never have the same effect on you. That even if you try so hard to squeeze out every first drop of tear in your eyes, you won't cry. You will never. 'Cause you'll know better than letting people see how helpless and unloved you are. You will know better than to make people pat you on your shoulders or.. Or hug you tight or comfort you and say everything's going to be alright because, no, things will never be alright and you will always wake up every single morning knowing you're the most unwanted person and your whole existence will never please anyone that you love. And everytime you look in the mirror you'll never smile your sweetest ever again just cos of the fact that the best guy you've ever known in your entire life dumped you and made you feel like you're the stupidest most pathetic girl he's ever known. And you just stop. You voluntarily, depressingly stop living for the moment and just replay every goddamn word he said. I love you. Goodbye. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. And a million more regets that he didn't even had the luxury of time to tell you cos he thinks you're a penny a dozen and he can have another one like you. Not, not like you. Somebody else who's way better than you, who wears makeup, who can actually bitch her way to guys, who can wear skirts and get touched on without even noticing it, who can flirt him torrid kiss him PDA him anytime anywhere and she's not even gonna bother, and someone who can scream louder in bed. Definitely, who can get naked in 10 seconds and scream louder in bed. That's what he wants and you're nothing like that. Nothing. That's why he preferred hurting you and getting it on with somebody while making a fool out of you in front of everybody else. That's what he wants and you won't understand why he even spent time trying to embarass you when he can just tell you the truth in your face, in your goddman face, that he doesn't like you and he will never do the same mistake with you ever again. Ever. And you will never fathom his intentions. You will never have closure. You will never be able to let him go.

That's it. You will never.

El Ilusyonado.

Im not really in the mood for this shit but looking on the brighter side, i can actually make use of my time blugh-ging than plurking my ass off over Plurk. (No offense plurk-mates. This has nothing to do with all the mutualities we share.)

I found out on Monday that a guy actually made a nasty lie about me flirting with him when in fact he was the one who did. And to think that he obviously changed every detail of the whole story made me feel like last Monday was the worst day to begin the schoolyear with. The way he made me trust him, the way he made me think that he was one of the good boys and all that openmindedness crap he injected me, gahd i should never have fallen for that.

What if.. Just, what if your girlfriend (who actually gave me "the look") knew about how you said you really wanted to kiss me and how happy you reacted when my boyfriend and i broke up? Im really curious on how she's gonna even manage to look at you, at us, if she knew all about it and how she's gonna feel. Cos honestly, right at this very moment, i dont have a single idea why on earth would she prefer someone like you to ruin her life like that. (And yes dear, you know what im talking about) You have lies. I have facts. No, im not threatening you. Im not even gonna try ruining your relationship cos as far as i know, knowing the truth about how pathetic you are makes me happier than both of your cheap joys combined.

So please, stop thinking that im gonna lower my standards just cos you think you're a hearthrob.

Take this sugar rush. Go find a playmate.

LOL

Ram the boob!

Japanese game shows, heh.

i love this shirt.

Available only in Indonesia, though.

Lee Min Jung

If you're fond of watching popular koreanovelas, then you'll remember this girl. From Boys Over Flowers, she portrayed the role of Gyu Jhun Pyo's fixed fiance.

Yes, i like her.

Goodmorning.

Check out the caption on the left side of the photo.

Darn it Vin Diesel is so cool.

Sleep.

The world.

“I mean, I don’t know how the world broke. And I don’t know if there’s a God who can help us fix it. But the fact that the world is broken - I absolutely believe that. Just look around us. Every minute - every single second - there are a million things you could be thinking about. A million things you could be worrying about. Our world - don’t you just feel we’re becoming more fragmented? I used to think that when I got older, the world would make so much more sense. But you know what? The older I get, the more confusing it is to me. The more complicated it is. Harder. You’d think we’d be getting better at it. But there’s just more and more chaos. The pieces - they’re everywhere. And nobody knows what to do about it. I find myself grasping, Nick. You know that feeling? That feeling when you just want the right thing to fall into the right place, not only because it’s right, but because it would mean that such a thing is still possible? I want to believe that.”Nick and Norah’s Infinite Playlist
Me too.

FB status

Oh. Right.

"It’s probably the wrong time to tell you this, but, well, maybe it’s the perfect time. I realize how incredibly confusing things are between us right now. I can’t even begin to explain our relationship. You probably can’t either. But I just want you to know that if you ever need me, I’ll always be there for you."

from creampuff

..and he taught me how to draw a penguin.

What's your secret?

Call me the best eavesdropper in town but im definitely not gonna pass this once-in-a-lifetime chance of sharing with you these really rare SECRETS i found over the internet.

• I broke up with my girlfriend. We got together a week after. During the week we broke up, she lost her virginity to a man twice her age =/

• I hope you get STD's with all of those other sluts you've fucked since we broke up.

• i crave fake intimacy through the internet. it will be my downfall.

• I have a really big fear of the number six. I do everything I can to avoid it and I panic if I have to have anything to do with it. OCD is really beginning to take over.

• My parents always joke about gay people, and how they'd laugh if I was gay. I'm bisexual. They don't know.

• I have a huge crush on one of my friends. He doesn't know. I'm a guy.

• I can't stop lying. I don't do it on purpose. It just happens, and it's ruining my friendships. I'm scared to even talk sometimes. I'm scared of what will come out of my mouth.

• I despise my step-son, I sometimes have dreams that he kills me in my sleep. I believe my death will be by his hands. He's a complete narcissist.

• when i was younger, i tried to scratch all my skin off with my fingernails so that i could be white like everyone else.

• I'm going to a concert tomorrow with this girl who likes me. But, I'm going to see the girl I like at the concert tomorrow. I think I'm going to ditch the girl who likes me.

• I wear two bras instead of one to give myself more confidence, it works but I'm ashamed of it.

• I'm afraid I'm going to marry a woman to make my mom happy.

• I masturbated to a cucumber with girth... I ate it afterwards.

Yes, people. They do happen.

goodnight.

I will not get used to writing him unsent IM messages. For the past few days i've been successful in restraining persistent urges of conversing with him out of fear of falling back to where all this hopelessness came from. But last night it seemed as though i've lost my grip on being voluntarily numb of this concern i have for him. Ten characters was all it took to make me feel like i've lost the war to naiveness and stupidity. Ten characters.. I typed it in the message box, as disturbed as any person would be over a painful memory, three times. And none was like the other. The second i would press Enter on my keyboard i would freeze. It's as if time itself gave me the freedom of rethinking what i was about to do, of the consequences i was not ready to face after that. There were abrupt flashes of self-consciousness within each of those seconds leaving still images of me making a fool out of myself at the back of my head. goodnight. Was all it took for me to think that maybe, just maybe, i will heal this way.

He was a one-size-fits-all dress most girls wanted to have.. Even steal.

Guess i was too kind or maybe i just wore him out that fast.

Murasaki Blue.

I am currently listening to a The Dorques' song, Murasaki Blue. I just came across their music video when i was in the middle of trying to get myself back to reality. (Don't ask me what it means cause im not sure either) I searched everywhere for their lyrics and lucky me.

summer haze takes me back to those golden days
a black and white photograph
a captured moment of your laugh
sunny days eating ice cream
while i'm lost in the daydream
lingering seconds as our lips did part
did you really mean what you said at the start?
you made me laugh in your own ways
getting twited in the part with the happy mondays
i'm standing here with hardly anything to say
words just only get in the way
there's so much passion that we consumed do fast
how do i make that first kiss last?
i wanna go back to the eyes
the eyes that don't lie
murasaki blue
you were always true
i wanna go back to the start
where i was touching your heart..."

-Murasaki Blue, The Dorques

He used to be sweet.

I feel you, Betty.

NYLON+NIKE KICKS

Finally.
A collaboration every shoe lover has been waiting for.

"Nobody" Dance Craze

Wonder Girls - Nobody





CPDRC (Cebu) inmates dancing "Nobody".





Wonder gays in Thailand. LOL!





Internet submissions from all over the world.



This song is so getting in my head already.
Im even thinking of making my own dance video.
You just see. HAHAHA!

18+ Cartoons

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Tegan and Sara

I love them :)

Annoying MafiaWars player

Facebook IM conversation with a creepy guy.

Hariharan

hi

hey u hav matisse painting

boxing ring heavy bag

please help me.....

1:45amArmi

no i dont have those.. sorry..

1:45amHariharan

hey please check

please

pleae

please

please

please

please

1:45amArmi

no i dont have them sorry

1:46amHariharan

why isnt ur picture clear

1:46amArmi

does it have to be clear? LOL

1:47amHariharan

yes.........wats the point in putting a pic then

1:48amArmi

dat wud be my business, not yours. thanks anyway for reminding me.

1:48amHariharan

how old r u

1:49amArmi

and wat makes you think id tell you?

lol

1:49amHariharan

wat any probz u hv.........ur gonna jus tell ur age.............not ur phone number

are u gonna loose anything in telling ur age????????

1:51amArmi

i know, you dont have to preach me all those stuff.

1:51amHariharan

then why dont u tell

1:51amArmi

cos its none of your business?

lol

1:52amHariharan

man u r very rude...........

1:52amArmi

who is?

ur the one who;s forcing me to tell things i dont want to..

tell me now whos rude

okay. just stop talking to me. ur annoying.

1:52amHariharan

but am asking politely

ur answers are rude

1:54amHariharan

???????????????????

1:56amHariharan

u hurt ma feelings asshole

1:57amArmi

i didnt do anything to you, you're d one whos rude, DUDE. so stop acting childish and just please mind your own business. THANKS.

Dreams.

I've been having really weird dreams for the past few days but only few stayed vivid in my mind until now.

Like uhm the other night i had this really unusual dream. I remember i was with a friend and we were in some kind of funeral but i really duno who was being buried and my friend and i were just chatting and stuff. I wore a black dress and my friend wore a red dress and when i looked around i saw the female casts of Gossip Girl (yes, weird) running around, wearing yellow dresses.

And another one was uhm, i was back in my hometown. I was standing in the same street i walked for 3years or so going to school. As i turned my back i saw this really huge black train losing direction and eventually collapsed out of its track. I was just standing there and i saw a car (hit by the train) walking towards me. No, running towards me. IT HAS FEET. It was chasing me and i ran so fast i don't even know if i was still breathing at that part of the dream. And then i kind of stumbled over another scene wherein i was in a really dusty and dark room with black curtains and a single hospital bed with rusty handles. Also it has this tall door and there was a bag under the bed. Later did i realized it was mine and i checked my stuff esp my money and it was there. And then this unfamiliar girl suddenly came in and that's all i can really remember.


So i kinda looked it up over the magnificent world wide web and here are the possible meanings that makes sense:

FUNERAL

To dream that you are at somebody else's funeral, signifies that you are burying an old relationship and closing the lid on the past. You may be letting go some of the feelings (resentment, anger, hostility toward someone) that you've been clinging onto. If you are dreaming that you are at a funeral of an unknown person, then it suggests that something in your life is supposed to put to rest or put aside so that you can make room for something new. You need to investigate further what aspect or component of your life you need to let go.

RED 

Red is an indication of raw energy, force, vigor, intense passion, aggression, power, courage and passion. The color red has deep emotional and spiritual connotations. Consider the phrase "seeing red" to denote anger. Red is also the color of danger, shame, sexual impulses and urges. Perhaps you need to stop and think about your actions.

YELLOW

The color yellow has both positive and negative connotations. If the dream was an unpleasant one, the color represents cowardice and sickness. You may have a fear or an inability to make a decision or take action. As a result, you are experiencing many setbacks.

HOMETOWN 
To dream of your hometown, indicates that you may be experiencing some unexpressed feelings. You may feel that you are not able to fully express your emotions. This could be triggered by a waking situation. The dream could also reflect aspects of yourself that were prominent or developed when you were living in your hometown. Did you abandon certain values or ideals when you moved to the big city? Did you forget some aspect of yourself and who you really are?

RUNNING

If you are running from an attacker or any danger, then it suggests that you are not facing and confronting your fears. To dream that you are running alone, signifies that you will advance to a higher position and surpass your friends in the race for wealth. Alternatively, you may be running from some situation or from temptation. Or it may also mean that you need to hurry up in making a decision.

ROOM 
To dream that you are in a room, represents a particular aspect of yourself or a particular relationship. Dreams about various rooms often relate to hidden areas of the conscious mind and different aspects of your personality. To see a dark, eerie or confining room, denotes that that you feel trapped or repressed in a situation.

GIRL 
To see a girl in your dream, represents your playful, innocent, and childlike nature. Perhaps you are behaving immaturely in some situation. Alternatively, a girl represents the feminine qualities of your character.

BAG 
To see a bag in your dream, represents the responsibilities that you carry.

MONEY 
To see or win money in your dream, indicates that success and prosperity is within your reach. Money may represent confidence, self-worth, success, or values. You have much belief in yourself. Alternatively, dreaming about money, refers to your attitudes about love and matters of the heart. 

I dont know what all this means. I guess i still have some hang ups from my previous relationship.. Wow, imagine what a heartbreak can do. Make you dream weird dreams, make you see weird stuff. I think im just goin' crazy. Everyday, like i already am.

Heh.

Gary Jules - Mad World

My cousin has been having a major, MAJOR LSS moment with this song and it seems i've been poisoned by this song too. I can't seem to get it off my mind lately. The cool part? Besides being the OST of the uber psycho-ish movie Donnie Darko, the music video is sooo rad i had to post it here for your sake. Oh and Adam Lambert, American Idol 09 runner up, made a remake of this song too which adds up to its popularity.
Indulge, human.