The first is because i hate you. I hate how you made me feel so alone after everything we've shared and left me wondering whether it was good or the opposite of that. I hate how you disposed me just like that and never even looked back on the days when we were happier and lovelier than this hopelessness we are in. I hate how you said the most insensitive and hurtful of words every time i asked you if you were fine and acted like it was the right thing to do when clearly it wasn't and you knew you were way better than that. I hate how you broke your promises of being always there, of protecting and loving me, of...
And the second reason is because i'm sorry. I'm sorry that i loved and hurt you at the same time. It was all good.. while it lasted.
